generations

2011-01-22T23:44:00.000-08:00

hi, where to start? first if anyone's reading this, no one knows about it, no one really cares. second, thanks gives me hope. third, not really sure if im ever going to post again, im just bored and agitated.
im a fourteen year old freshman at a school full of every kind of person and walk of life.
no one is the same.
i see fights, drugs, smokers, all kinds of stuff each and everyday. why isn't it being stopped you may ask? or why am i seeing it? theres other things you could be saying or thinking too, but the real thing is,
is our generation didn't start it. its the generations before us that introduced it to us and helped it grow.
now i know im not the only one that hates it, we all do but we don't show it.
for me, i hate judgement yet unfortunately i judge all the time(but still do everything i can to be friends with everyone and never exclude). that's another thing this generation is full of because we were introduced to it.
hypocrites.
and also we were introduced to always playing a victim.
what the hell? take responsibility for yourself.
now i got completely off track, but im fourteen my mind has thousands of thoughts a second.
generations. back to my point.
the generations ahead of ours and the generations below ours are being affected with every little thing we do.
right now, assuming im from the u.s., we're in debt that's larger than the the freakin' atmosphere.
and people are expressing thoughts or ideas but no ones really taking charge.
"oh well kid that's what the president is for"
bull.
look where obama has gotten us. even more in debt than president bush.
and we thought he was a bad president.
someone needs to take charge. now i'm a kid i'm allowed to hate school.
especially when they're not even really getting us prepared for anything.
"you'll need this when you're older"
another bull.
if we want to actually do something with our lives and make an impact than what we need are more marketing classes and political classes and we shouldn't have the dumb ass electives of art or drama that you get put in if there's no room in any other class.
i'm not a scientist. i suck at science. i wont need it in life because unless we get taken over by the chinese and we become a communist country than i will never have an occupation that has to do with science.
i'm alright at math and i understand how a lot of it will be needed in the "real world" someday but why cant we only learn that bit instead of the proofs and the expressions and all the crap we will never need.
now for english, we all need proper grammar and spelling. but than why are you having us read books about greek mythology or retarded men who ask where the rabbits are? that's for history! and we don't need to know all of our history, just the important parts and what was impacting us. and frankly right now our "generation" will be a huge leap in history. especially if someone doesn't take charge and figure it out.
so now i ask why cant i? why am i stuck in art drama and science when i could already be out and ready for whats coming? "you're too young" but not if they taught us what was needed and what we would want to learn now. "well because you need the experience" but this will never be a good experience if our life is a living hell in some odd years and nobody did anything.
the movie wall street. seen it? no? watch it.
bubbles. they start everything. pop. they kill everything.
our economy has gone pop and i have to sit and watch and do dumb ass homework when i want to do something while people who are able to do something sit on their lazy asses.
come march, all loan officers and mortgage brokers will be payed the exact same thing no matter how big or small the loan is. do you think they'll have any motivation to work harder? their normal salary will be buying back our country along with the rest of the job and salary cuts.
now you're probably really starting to ask many questions, the most probable are why is a fourteen year old worried about these things and how does she know this much?
i grew up too fast, not because i wanted to, but because i had to.
just like the rest of my generation and the ones to come.
do something about it.
or do something about fourteen year old kids that are stuck in class watching the rain hit the window and drifting while their teachers are teaching stuff they will never need when they want to do something about "it".
help. and if you can't have someone else read this please.
thanks.
ps: sorry about jumping around a bunch
pps: sorry if i piss you off

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